I have been trying something new, guided meditation that coincides with the full moon. I really enjoy the me time. I also enjoy learning new things about myself, especially during the super pink moon.
I dreamed of dragons the other night. Those were some very vivid and intense dreams. The dreams stayed with me into the waking world. What could they mean?
Childhood is the foundation upon the rest of my life has been built. That foundation was shaky, and filled with holes at the best of moments. Rebuilding that foundation is challenging.
Yes, I am an introvert. Yes, I prefer my inner world than the outside world. I still want to participate in conversations. I struggle with how to do that.
To write about needing to stop the survival mode spiral is so much easier than actually doing that. Trying to not listen to the voice of constant alarm that bounces around my head is an enduring challenge.
There is nothing like having a great weekend. I had one of those awesome weekends. Which left my brain overwhelmed and needing to introvert burrito.
I am skeptical with the idea of going back in time and rescuing myself. I did it, and it was very freeing. I have a long way to go to entirely free myself from victimhood.
Growing up victimized taught me how to be resilient. I unknowingly learned how to be a victim. And how to keep myself in victimhood. Now I am learning how to free myself from victimhood.