Allow Me To Clarify My Sobriety

Allow Me To Clarify My Sobriety

I can’t believe it has been two years since I made the decision to not drink anymore. I didn’t tell anyone. I didn’t yet have it figured out how to be in that new space. It wasn’t even a space that I had occupied. Not in a long time.

Exploration Equals Change

Exploration Equals Change

Change happens when we explore. Part of the definition of exploration is examination. It requires a deeper dive into what is known into what is unknown. Only there will discovery occur.

Losing Friends is the Worst

Losing Friends is the Worst

The loss of one friend is hard enough. I lost two to cancer yesterday. And the third to me accidentally triggering some deep insecurities in her. I am focusing on the two I lost to cancer. Still unpacking that last one.

Sober in Vegas

Sober in Vegas

I am in Vegas this week. For fun with family and friends. I have been challenged many times. Oddly not to drink, but that is the monkey that is always on my back. I might be used to it by now.

Plan(s) A Day Derailed = Meltdown

Plan(s) A Day Derailed = Meltdown

I look like an adult; I talk like an adult and act like an adult (well, for the most part), but emotionally, I am still a child. I never learned how to express how I feel. My feelings were never important.